I feel like I'm stuck at the intersection of disappointment and depression.
U-turn prohibited.
So where do I go from here. Only one option available; Go forward and move on.
I strongly hate the fact that I have to much time on my hands to think things over.
I am disappointed in myself which then led to this current feeling of depression.
Normally I am never in this state of mind, but i am only human. Its a natural emotion.
I am disappointed in the decisions I have made to cope with my situations.
Lately i've completely contradicted and went against my own advice.
Although I am disappointed in myself because of my previous actions that have taken place,
honestly I don't regret them. It has affected me in a more positive rather than a negative way.
Clearly I can see my faults and errors.
I am well aware that I did wrong, and there's no one to point fingers at except myself.
If you are still in this car pool and still along on my destination in finding myself,
Sincerely I would like to thank you. Fair warning it is going to be a bumpy and rough one.
But its well worth the trip.
Time to look at my map because I seem lost, time to crack open my bible for some guidance.
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